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danigirl8321
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Birthday: 10/17/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: I like to read, dance,sing, garden. I absolutly love being out doors (most of the time). Swimming, painting, learning, writing. Trying new things.
Expertise: I wouldn't say I am an expert in anything as I am always learning new things. But I do know alot about massage therapy as I am a therapist and really enjoy it. And I am learning more about being a woman of integrity, not quite there yet, but am working on it.
Occupation: Administrative
Industry: Medical
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AIM:  Daniis16
MSN: misspigglett@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  danigirlisme
Member Since:
4/19/2005
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| For those of you who don't know, I have a Myspace and Facebook. I don't think that I'm going to check this one much longer - FYI!!! Feel free to find me elsewhere!!! | | |
| So this is something that I read that has really confirmed some things in my own life. The realization hit me - pain is a part of life. It will not go away, it will always be a part of human life on this earth. But I totally agree with this that I pulled out of an article I was reading "Our woundedness restricts our openness. We are fearful we will be hurt again by new relationships. Gradually, unless we learn to handle heartache correctly, we become embittered and resentful cynics. We lose the joy of being alive." He is the One who can/will heal. He is the One who comforts when all others are gone. Only in Him can we find fulfillment. I know this and yet still sometimes I don't seek Him. I don't seek Him because I don't fully trust Him. This too is what I'm learning - GOD CAN BE TRUSTED!!! He has never let me down and never will. | | |
| Okay guys,
I know that I just asked for prayer, but I need more. Just be praying for boldness and that I will remember that perfect love casts out fear.
This is the deal, for those that I haven't told my grandma was in the hospital last week and found out that she has a tumor. This week she released herself from the hospital not wanting to know whether or not it was cancer. So basically she is going home to die. I don't know how long she has. But more importantly I don't know where she stand spiritually. This is the other deal - I believe that the Lord has been preparing me for this to speak into her life and give her the gospel.
Please be praying hardcore on Saturday. Again, specifically pray against fear and for boldness, and more importantly that His truth would be sown and harvested in her heart. | | |
| ESOAL starts tonight. Well technically tomorrow - 12 am. I can't believe that I"m going through it again. I am looking forward to it and not looking forward to it at the same time. God will do amazing things, but it's the process that I really shudder at. Pray that the Lord will continue to break me and cause me to fully rely on Him. That I would only be open to what He wants me to do and that I would not harden my heart in frustration. And that I would be open to anything else that the Lord wants me to learn. That I would be an encouragement to those around me. That I would quit focusing on myself. Even here, you see how much that I put I and me up there. There's not much about the team or any one else.... :( Pray!!! | | |
| So, the Lord has a sense of humor. I was wrestling with being submisive to my RD about house checks. I didn't sleep well last weekend. I kept being awakened because I went to bed angry. Not good.
Anyway, I went to church and the Lord really delt with my heart about sumitting as well as obeying. My heart was not right. I wanted to hold onto the rebellion that was rising up within me. I can't. It was hindering my walk with the Lord. So it got dealt with.
The interesting thing is that as soon as that was dealt with, it seems that this other thing that I was struggling with ceased being an issue. It was gone.
Today it was brought to my attention that the root of both things - pride.
Not a word that most people like to hear or really don't like to deal with.
But if it's not dealt with now, my walk with God will not go any where. It will simply cease to be, because I will allow my heart to become hardened in the little things and then I will no longer want to hear His voice, nor will I really care.
The thing that I've noticed though, is that pride seems to not just be in my life. It seems to be a very part of my nature. So when pride is dealt with, it feels like I am being ripped apart. And really, that's what is happening. But it doesn't make it feel any better.
So, choose to take pride and nail it to the cross, over and over, and over again. The process hurts, but it's worth it for the sweetness of the relationship with Christ. And actually, there is a freedom in killing of this pride that is amazing and undescribable. But as with all things, it is a choice. | | |
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